You claim to be this “person” you so highly regard yourself as but in reality your fake ass facade ain’t nothin’ but a thang. Every word that escapes the crevices of that ugly abyss, that cavity leading to your deepest of insides, every word should be wiped clean. I’m sure your asshole is getting jealous of all the bullshit coming out of your mouth. Its funny everything, and I mean EVERYTHING, you post up, display, exert are truly false and contradicting to your being. Its insanely funny how you believe the worth you feel you have would have heavily affected the outcome in the past. How “worth it” someone will be to come back chasing after you like you are who you believe you are. However, unlike in your fantasyland, reality settles in and In the perceptions of others at that, not yours. You still and will always believe what you will believe solely on what your past has made you accustomed to. I may have not been perfect in your eyes, but really is? You and your “peers” put yourself in such a high mental state, you have concluded to believe you are so highly regarded as such. Its conceit, the devil’s trait, and Stubborness, the coward’s trait. The words that ooze out of that disgusting moving fixture under that obstacle meant for scents is, are, and nothing but bits and pieces of disappointment and regret. I never chased after you? As far as I can remember that’s all I struggled to do. And when your expectations are like that of stereotypical expected standardized fantasy love song romantic movie ending with nothing less than a royal wedding of two idle hearts beating to the same repetitious murmurs of each others’ presence. Your high regard for yourself, your conceit, is becoming you. Your thought processes are fantastic. And I mean that in the jargon associated with falsifying reality and trying to mold it into YOUR reality, a.k.a your fantasy. Every word you leak of what has happened between us has only been, and always has been, ONLY the side you call “yours”. Note how the word ‘yours’ has noticeably been placed in quotation marks. This is done because most of everything you’ve said to anyone, shown anyone, described to anyone has been a fabrication of the disappointments of your “reality” fabricated into skewed words with its true meaning falling trillions of miles from the tree. I never chased after you in the end. I grew tired of being an option in your life while you were top priority in mine. I grew tired of you treating me like I was a second rate being whose level was beneath you. “you are beneath me” came from those very lips of yours and you breathed it as if it were true. That stuck to me and it truly exposed you to me of who you truly are. Your true colors , if you may. That combined with the sneaking around, the lying, the deception, I swear you’d win a Grammy for being best director and win best supporting actress; Your ego being the lead role. Truth is, yes, I loved you. Waaay more than I should have. Even more of the truth, I never chased you, nor ran after you in the end not because you believe I wasn’t worth it. That whole “if they return after letting them go means they’re worthy of you” type bullshit.

There is a side that nobody, especially inconsiderate and biased women like you, don’t ever consider. The side of which is, “Are you even worth chasing after?” And why I didn’t care anymore to put up with your fantasyland type thinking is the answer to your comment and anyone else thinking the way you do, and anyone else influenced by your fake, falsifying being. You are NOT what you show other people, you are NOT who you say you are, you are not and will never be the truth I know you to be because of how egotistical, conceited, pessimistic, and fake you realistically are. The reason being why I stopped caring, chasing, understanding, and loving you is because of the you you truly are, the opposite of everything other people know you to be. In essence, you are fake. And no matter the magnitude of the realities I speak of, your feeble mind will always make sense and rationalize YOUR thoughts and perceptions, thus affecting and falsifying everyone’s thought processes of what they comprehend about the situation we were in. and their belief, it solely relies on YOUR side of the story. That is why … I hate you. I have never despised anyone in my life, other than the niggers who made my twin brother bleed back in high school. (I really don’t give a fuck about my choice in words. Take it or gtfo) I came out of our relationship hating you. For everything you did to me and the status you labeled me as; beneath you. All I can say is FUCK YOU. You’re a liar. The honest truth, in my eyes and in those that know both sides of the story, you are NOT worth being chased after. I stopped trying, caring, whatever the fuck you want to call it, because YOU. ARE. NOT. Worth. IT. I believe you will never be Hence, ‘are’. I believe someone as fake as you will be your life partner, or like the someone you are with now,him, the priority you held while we were together. A man with “no backbone”. And these very words, “no backbone” came out of YOUR mouth about him. I’m overjoyed you were only a chapter in my life. The only thing I can sum this up with is, is with this:

Good. Riddance.